okay the week is drawing to a close and things are loking better. I finally can see the light at the end of the tunnel...and no im not dead yet. I know what im doing for most of my subject and know what i have to do for the rest of the time left be fore the hsc. I think its safe to say that im anm happy. Not to mention the fact that thanks to a little help by sayers i know what my life plan is for at least the next 10years.
No sayers sadly what i gave is not the complete plan although if you had asked me sometime last week, that is what you would have got. YAY for me! :)

in answer to sayers question...screw the school because im tired of going in short and the real reason will take to long to write. 'screw the hsc because im sick of hearing that i socialise too much and i am not capable of not getting a good mark so i shouldn't be upset if i do not get what i desire. screw people because people (who shall remain unamed) were really starting to bug me with their 'pretend to care about what other people think' act.

life is like a dream come true. except dreams never come true. dreams are just what keep you sane, keep you in one piece, when the real world gets crazy and is about to defeat you.

a dream coming true is just a part of what we want that isn't exactly 100% right but we convince ouselves that it is just so that we can avoid disappointment.
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