Silence, Epmtiness, And Confusion
anon
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on lonliness and created a void
Grey shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter orhappiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.
~.~

Payal's Life Story (or more accurately Life Plan):

--> Try to be more positive.
--> Find someone to lean on.
--> Make other people happy.
--> Adopt terminally ill children.
--> Try and get over the negetive things that have happened in my life.

yes tim, by all means stick my life plan thing up.
ummmm, i haven't got a chance to write a proper blog together since this has gone up onto harrys spoon. so if you haven't read it before, it's really not as boring as it seems.
sorry if any on this offends any one as i have a habit of taking out my anger and frustration on this...a computor cant talk back at you :)
anyways will try to get something up of worth up here soon and if you have any ideas get back to me...
also the first page of a story that i was writing up on this thing has been archived already so ill keep writing it up from where i was up to and if you want to read it from the beginning talk to me and i will get you a copy.
~.~