Saturday, May 28, 2005

guess what??? It's not monday! Oh and guess what again??? Guys really do stink.

well not really i'm just really frustrated at myself at the moment. Why is it that you can make all the promises in the world to yourself, yet given half a chance I fail myself???

I hate the fact that you can like someone so much it just ends up hurting...i can't stand the fact that they can like you but....grrrrrrrrr! equally annoying when everything makes sense in my head but when i go to get it out it's either too late or irrelevant.

I feel like when i'm with this person that i'm safe and even though they know why i react to stuff the way i do it doesn't matter to them. But then in the next moment it does and logic and reason starts to make sense again. But then it doesn't and stupid stuff happends cause we both have cotton wool stuck between our ears.

argh! and the world doesn't make sense to me and when it all goes wrong i feel really stupid cause i should have known it would all end in tears anyway!

argh!

~.~

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

we don't stink! well actually *sniffs* i do right now! =) (jk)

it's never too late or irrelevent to get stuff out here. it might be with the person but never here. and i know what it's like to have a great idea for a post and then have nothing to say or no way to say it when you get around to typing it. happens all the time.

the rest sounds like typical life to me. it's always like that.

Yuki said...

The world isn't meant to make sense. The only thing that makes sense is a bottle of fresh pineapple juice ('happiness in a bottle'). Cheers!

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