guess what??? It's not monday! Oh and guess what again??? Guys really do stink.

well not really i'm just really frustrated at myself at the moment. Why is it that you can make all the promises in the world to yourself, yet given half a chance I fail myself???

I hate the fact that you can like someone so much it just ends up hurting...i can't stand the fact that they can like you but....grrrrrrrrr! equally annoying when everything makes sense in my head but when i go to get it out it's either too late or irrelevant.

I feel like when i'm with this person that i'm safe and even though they know why i react to stuff the way i do it doesn't matter to them. But then in the next moment it does and logic and reason starts to make sense again. But then it doesn't and stupid stuff happends cause we both have cotton wool stuck between our ears.

argh! and the world doesn't make sense to me and when it all goes wrong i feel really stupid cause i should have known it would all end in tears anyway!

argh!

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hey guess what?! It's Monday! Guess what again?! I had another pretty good day. Well that was until about an hour ago when i felt another headache coming on...I'm really trying not to complain but these stupid headaches are starting to bug me and i know i should go see a doctor but they bug me even more (the doctors that is) Anyways-not going to complain.

Once angain my day was pretty good. Actually it all started with a sleep-in (or if you wanted to go back even further to 2a.m. when i got a call asking me if i was hayley??? Wasn't to impressed withthat) anyways back to the sleep-in shower and an unhealthy breakfast of a croissant. I reckon that is why they taste so good-cause they are so damn bad for you. And the weather was absolutely gorgeousley nice!

Anyways got to uni at about 11ish. I got a park pretty much straight away which had me cheering. If anyone goes to mac they will know what i'm talking about. Started to do my reading for fridays sociology tute till I was rudely interrupted (but not unwelcomely so) by gary and nikki. And it was all good from there. Well apart from the afore mentioned headache.

Anyways, i invested in some new canvases over the weekend. I found a really cool $2 shop in North Rocks that sells them really cheap. Unfortunately not $2 cheap. But they are already primed and ready for the four fairies that will soon adorn them.

And after that I can start the series for sayers and then after that i have run out of ideas. I'm thinking sunflowers. Cause they are cool. But i also wanted to do an Angelis one.

Ok enough about me...as usual on a monday I have left my tute homework till the last minute. (one of these days I will get around to doing it earlier than a few hours before the tute) so i have to go print it off and collect it to do before 7p.m.

Do-de-do-de-dum. (my attempt at singing cause I'm not quite bouncing off the walls)

2 weeks with no coffee-yay me! next thing to give up is candy-the really sugary kind but I won't be doing that for at least another month.

D0-de-do-de-dum!!!

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