Isn't it funny how the smallest of conversations can have you thinking for hours after you had them? I was thinking the other day of how other people see me and whether or not this is an accurate desription of who I think I am. I'd say not. I can see how it would be easy to assume that I dont really care about much. What other people think of me, how I see the world and other people etc. But then I also started to think that maybe I only have myself to blame for how other people see me and the misperceptions that go on here. I think that maybe it's mostly just my inner confusion, whether I like it or not, shows on the outside.

Further to this, would the world be any better off if everyone was seen exactly how they wished to be seen? This would probably cause more problems because how they wish to be seen may not always match up with who they really are. They could be just trying to hide something else.

Anyways just a few random thoughts that probably don't even make sense unless you were in my head when i wrote them or prepared to get in there. Maybe next time you are in my head you could do me a favour and do some cleaning? Try to get my thoughts into some semblance of order.

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