Alanis Morissette

not quite right...so stuff is going on. I 'm no closer to figuring out what i want to do about any of it.

Sydney Underground Film Festival Trailer

I work with the young chick in this :P I think every one should come to Blockbuster in Winston Hills to meet her! She's going to be Australia's next Nicole Kidman. But she's much better looking.

Party last night. I went. I was pissed and then I got pissed. Smoked what ever as left in my deck. Helped out a very drunk friend. Danced in ways I probably shouldn't. AND I ENJOYED EVERY FUCKING MINUTE OF IT!!!!

Metallica - St. Anger

fucking pissed off!!!!! I want to kill myself so that i can just start over but i'm so stupid and pathetic i'll probably just end up making all the same stupid mistakes all over again. Life is just shit and pathetic and stupid right now.

So at the moment I'm feeling like life has served up a massive poo-platter and there's not a whole lot I can do about it. Its not only the little things that are bugging me though...its things like people absolutely promising that they'll be able to do something and then deciding at the last minute that I'm just not good enough to remember what they were going to do. Deciding that things aren't important to them and I should just let it go!! What is wrong with this picture? I don't know maybe its a bit of loyalty? Maybe its just a matter of keeping your word!? Maybe its just if you say you're going to do something you should at least have the curtesy of following through!!!
And the absolute WORST thing at the end of this all is its actually my mother who is helping me out here? Yeh!? so much for friends!! The people i considered most important in all the world to me, over my family!!

Hot Avril Lavigne

Evanescence -