so apparently some where in between a month ago when i joined a gym and have been doing 2 hour work outs every second day and going to work after 2 weeks off...i got fat?

I turned up to work today and had a lovely discussion with one of my work mates who decided to tell me how fat I am. Especially when compared to what i looked like when i started working at blockbuster (which can i just add was boarderline anorexic!! 38kg at 18 isnt exactly recommended!!!!) She also filled me in on how i couldnt possibly be going to the gym as often as I claimed because of how fat I am despite the fact that i am actually going not to lose weight but to tone and bulk! I guess if she actually cared though she would have asked what i was doing and why!

So, part of me is thinking i should ignore it and walk away and the other half is thinking it must be so wonderful to live in a world where to make your self feel better about counting every calorie and pretending to follow every diet fad thing that comes out by making others feel like shit!!